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Wed, Nov. 10th, 2004, 07:36 pm
last entry ever!

hello! I figured that seeing as livejournal has served me so well in the past year, that it would only be rude to leave without saying a formal goodbye! I found that I can't actualy think of things to write in my lj, whereas my diary I can write pages and pages, so I think it's time to stop. I will however be logging in now and again to read your lj's and leave comments, so careful not to bitch about me too much!
So livejournal, finally I bid you adieu, and thankyou so much for all the time you gave me!
lots of love, niamh. xxx

Sun, Oct. 24th, 2004, 09:54 pm

hey! so what news today? just came home from 'a shark's tale', which turned out to be really funny, even though it got really bad reviews, i tend not to believe those things anyway. Also alex came yesterday, shes real coolio, and we went up killiney hill this morning. And i dunno what else, went to my grandparents for lunch, em, ok, i really have nothing interesting to say, I finished my book, it was really really good, thanks ruth for lending it to me, cant wait to read the second one! And em, danio your welcome for the making laugh thing, you make me laugh too!!
Anyways, i@m gonna go now talk to randomers on msn! cyall!!

Thu, Oct. 21st, 2004, 06:52 pm

HOWRYA!!! I just customized my livejournal!! I hadn't done so in a very long while, so i thought it was about time, the yellow and pink thing I had going on was really starting to annoy me, so now i have a reddy pink/purple/bluey thing going on! yay!
So, i haven't been in school for like three days, and it's kinda starting to annoy me, cos i'm getting pretty bored here just staying at home three days in a row with my damned chest infection!! argh! At least i'll be better by saturday, Alex is coming to stay with us from paris, I haven't seen her since the summer, can't wait! She's so coolio! It'l be good too for my french, which to be honest has become pretty crap in the past few months. Anyway, today I got the last of my pictures from the summer, I wish it was then agin *sigh*, twas just the coolest, rather than now, it's freezing and lashing rain, the heater in our house isnt working and I have about three jumpers on and the worst cough I've had in a good long while! Fun! I was looking at all my pics today, aranging them into an album and stuff, and it's so weird to think that was only like 2 months ago, and I was wearing tiny little shorts and bikinni tops, and now two months on I'm wearing like three jumpers and a massive scarf! ugh! life!
Was also reading all my old diaries, and I'm seriously thinking of starting one again, they'r so much better than livejournal, you can just write everything you want cos you know no ones gonna read it (well you hope no ones going to), like the only reason i kept one this summer was cos for about two weeks there was no one my age around, so I was going a bit loopers and resorted to a diary, but it's actualy the best diary I've ever written! So I'm going to try and start one tonight! I've hardly been updating livejournal anyway, and diaries are way better, so I think this is going to be one of my last ever entries! Apart from like quizzes and things, I'm not gonna really be writing updates with what I did today and all that shit, cos i think in the end of the day, no one really cares! And I WAY prefer writing than typing, so yeah!
Anyways, dyou ever feel like you wish you were about ten again, and you could relive all your life since then and put right all your mistakes, I think I'm actualy mental, but sometimes when I look at a picture of me when I'm about two or something, and it's so weird I feel like apologising to the little girl in the picture cos it's like I let her down or something, I dunno. jesus! I am mental! Why did I even write that!? yeah so, that's the thing about livejournal, everyone reads what you write, and judges you on every random thing you say, whereas in a diary, no one except people you allow to see it can read it, and so no one cares or judges you. I dunno, I think I'm just wafling now, what I'm saying makes sense to me, but probably no one else, so i'm going to go now!
Adios!

Tue, Oct. 19th, 2004, 08:21 pm

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Wed, Oct. 13th, 2004, 11:48 pm

hello! Today was pretty stressfull! I think i'm letting work and stuff get to me, yesterday was one of the most stressfull days. It started off with these stupid debates, to be honest I have no idea what the feck I got myself into, cos I'm absolutely crap!!!! I'm gonna do the mace debates, cos I can't exactly pull out now, and then never ever ever debate again!! When I was doing the practises today, and yesterday and all, it's one of the most humiliating things ever! If I have no idea what i'm talking about, it's just absolutely horrible! I'm gonna have to do major research before friday, because seriously i'm not going to make a fool of myself at the real thing like I did yesterday and today, jesus no! I was so nervous, aparently my page was completely uncontrolably shaking! Debating is definately not one of my talents! I do NOT want to make myself look like a fool!!! Why didn't I just stick with public speaking, it's way easier, and you get to read out things that you've already written, not stuff you have to make up on the spot! So yeah, I'm more nervous about the fecking stupid debates than i was about the musical, because at least I knew what I was feking doing then!!!
btw, dont worry ruth will get over this by friday, will try not to be too crap a debating partner!
Anyway, i'm gonna go now and sleep, cos i'm seriously seriously wrecked, I'm contmplating taking a day off tommorow!
Goodnight!

Mon, Oct. 11th, 2004, 08:49 pm

OMG! theres nobody on msn! as in NOBODY! Not even randomers!! I've never had that before EVER!
You'de think out of like 30 contacts, SOMEBODY would be online! come on people, if your online, sign in!! Usualy around nine on a monday night, would be a time when people are online! oh wells! the oc's on in about half an hour, so I'm gonna go and watch mindless television for the time being! Yay! And I have a mars delight to eat! They are just my favourite!! oooh, I have to add that to my interests on user info!
well I'm gonna go do that now, then the mindless telly.
CYALL!

Sun, Oct. 10th, 2004, 10:35 pm
Another one:

So heres another one of these I got off rill's journal, if you havent filled out my other one, you can do both of them while your at it! lol



***OPINIONS*****
1. Am I cute?:
2. Am I hot?:
3. Am I sweet?:
4. Am I crazy?:
5. Am I loveable?:
6. Am I funny?:
7. Am I annoying?:
8. Am I psycho?:
9. Am I daring?:
10. Am I a good person?:
11. Am I sexy?:

*****WOULD YOU...*****
11. Hug me?:
12. Miss me if I was gone?:
13. Listen to my problems?:
14. Hug me if i cried?:
15. Be a good friend?:

*****WOULD YOU...***** you don't have to answer these if u r a girl
16. Ever go out with me?:
17. If you already have would you do it again?:
18. Kiss me?:
19. Have rough sex with me?:
20. Marry me if you could?:

*****HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?*****
21. When's my birthday?:
22. How tall am I?:
23. What school do I go to?:
24. Do i have any siblings ~> names?? :
25. Who is my most current ex?:
26. Who is/are my best friend(s)?:
27. Who am i crushing on/dating?:
28. Favorite animal?:
29. Favorite food?:
30. Favorite TV show?:
31. Favorite song/songs?:
32. Favorite music group?:

*****IF YOU COULD*****
36. Give me a new name, what would it be and why?:
37. Hook me up with someone (real), who would it be and why?:
38. Do one thing with me what would it be and why?:
39. Drop me one piece of advice, what would it be?:

*****JUST A FEW QUESTIONS*****
40.What do you love about me?:
41. What do you hate about me?(seriously):
42. What is my best quality?:
43. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
44. What is your honest opinion about me?

Sun, Oct. 10th, 2004, 09:53 pm

Hello!!!
Today was actualy pretty tiring, probably due to the fact that we stayed up till about 6.30AM last night/this morning!(those of you who have read danio's journal will already know this.) Then I went for a big walk up the mountains with my mum at like 12, it was really nice, but I was wrecked, Then I had to come home and make croque monsiuer for everyones lunch, Then FINALLY at about 3oclock, I was able to go to sleep, was lovely! I think I even dreamed about orlando bloom. Then my mum decided that I had to get up at 5oclock, cos I wouldnt be able to sleep tonight if I slept too much during the day! So now I'm absolutely WRECKED! I dont know what I'm at not in bed actualy, I'll be going very soon.
Anyway, i'm so annoyed its sunday evening already, the weekend seems to have flown by so so quickly! It still feels like only saturday or something!
Anyway, I'm going to go on msn for about half an hour, then go to bed, so I'll go now, and update again soon. hopefully I'll actualy have something interesting to say!
CYA!

Sat, Oct. 9th, 2004, 07:34 pm

Am I ....
1. Quiet or Loud?:
2. Short or Tall?:
3. Weird or Original?:
4. Nice or Mean?:
5. Normal or different?:
6. Smart or Stupid?:
7. Boring or Fun?:
8. Attractive or Unattractive?:
9. Tuned in or dazed out?:

10. A psycho?:
11. Athletic?:
12. A nerd?:
13. Funny?:
14. Ghetto?:
15. Flirty?
16. A bitch?
17. Immature?:
18. Mature?:
19. Shy?:

JUST SOME QUESTIONS
20. What do u think I'll be when I grow up?:
21. Do u think I'll get married?:
22. If u do..who do u think I'll marry?:
23. When is my birthday?:
24. Whats the weirdest thing you can remember me saying?:
25. What song (if any) reminds u of me?:
26. Do I remind u of any characters on TV?:
27. If u could rename me...what would my name be?:
28. Have u ever had a dream with me in it?:
29. If u could give me anything...what would it be?:
30. If u could promise me anything..what would it be?:
31. If u could describe me in one word, what would that word be?:

Fri, Oct. 8th, 2004, 11:31 pm

(1) The singular most boring question, What's your name? Niamh
(2) Are you happy with it? tis alrite, annoying in other countries though! No one knows how to pronounce it! In france for example they all call me 'niam'
(3) Are you named after anyone? yes, my mums best frend who died in a car accident when she was 21. I never actualy knew her unfortunately. Aparently we're so so alike!
(4) Are you a prostitute? what the hell!! no! lol, so random!
(5) Your screen name: my msn name at the moment is 'ITS FRIDAY!!!!! WAHAY!!!'
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? No, it would be way too confusing, anyway, I dont like my name that much!
(7) Then what would you name your children? Girls I'de call emily or claire, guys maybe paul or jake.
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? aparently if i was a guy i would have been called deirmed or something! TG i was a girl is all I can say to that!
(9) If you could switch names with someone you know, who would that be? I dont think I'de switch names.
(10) Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? Not here, but in other countries people mispronounce my name all the time, especialy if they see it writen down! This summer i've been called 'nif', 'eve' and 'naim' lol!
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? nope. Though niamh quinn does sound kinda borin!

BASICS
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(12) Your gender: female
(13) Straight/gay/bi? Straight
(14) Single? yes.
(15) Want to be? I don't really mind, I wouldnt mund a bof if i met someone i liked, but its not like no 1 on the agenda or anything!
(16) Your birthdate: 16/september/1988
(17) Your age: 16
(18) Age you act: normally 16.
(19) Age you wish you were: I'de quite like to be 18, but i'll get there in the end, so 16's grand for the moment i guess.
(20) Your height: 5'9/1m80
(21) The color of your eyes: brown, or 'chocolate' as my mum called them 2day, lol!
(22) Happy with it? its grand sure!
(23) The color of your hair: dark brown.
(24) Happy with it? its grand sure! (the color, my actual hair drives me close to mental!)
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? Right
(26) Your living arrangement? Mother, father, 2 bros.
(27) Your family: madre claire, padre patrick, hermano robro and lil man edso!
(28) Have any pets? nighty noodle, my little cat.
(29) What's your job: go to school.
(30) Piercings? ears
(31) Tattoos? nope
(32) Obsessions? At the mo, not any!! I was obsessed with orlando bloom though! And bb over the summer!
(33) Addictions? sleep!
(35) Do you speak another language?francais! aprendo espanol al colegio.
(36) Have a favorite quote? nope.
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DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
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(38) Do you live in the moment? pretty much i think.
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? nope! Well, it depends i suppose.
(40) Do you have any secrets? yessum,.
(41) Do you hate yourself? sometimes.
(42) Do you like your handwriting? nope!

(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? a very boring movie!
(46) What's your biggest fear? heights!!
(47) Can you sing? I dont know if i actualy can, but that doesnt stop me singing all the time!!
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? nope.
(49) Are you a loner? not in general, though I don't mind being on my own.
(50) What is your no. 1 priority in life? To enjoy it as much as i can.
(52) Are you a daredevil? sometimes, but it depends about what.
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? theres nothing I fear about myself, but sometimes i can hate myself.
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? depends on the situation.
(55) Have you got a journal? livejournal and diary, yes.
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength: I think I'm pretty honest, like most people would know exactly what i think of them. weakness: my inability to stop laughing at very innapropriate times!
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? To not let what i think show so much, and to think more before i speak!!
(59) How do you vent? em, i dont know. Dont really understand the question tbh!
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? nope.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? yes!
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? in general yes, some things i wish wouldnt have happened though.
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? That you most definately learn from your mistakes!
(64) What do you like the most about your body? em, at the moment, my tan. but itl prob go very soon!
(65) And least? my hair! Its way too uncontrolable!
(66) Do you think you are good looking? I dont think I'm particularly good looking, no. maybe sometimes, when ive straitened my hair and put on make up, i mite be ok lukin, i dunno really.
(67) Are you confident? Depends on who I am with.
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like? I dont think I'm like any fictional character really, i'm just me!
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? sometimes, yes.

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DO YOU...
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(71) Smoke? no
(72) Do drugs? no
(73) Read the newspaper? hardly
(74) Pray? Yeah.
(75) Go to church? only at like christams/easter/at school when im made to.
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? sometimes.
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? just monkey.
(78) Take walks in the rain? yes, sometimes.
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? yes, it would be kind of forced fake conversation though!
80) Drive? No, not yet
(81) Like to drive fast? I would like to, when i can drive!

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WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
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(82) Liked your voice? thats not something i really think about! escept once i heard a message on our home answering machin tho, and I found that my voice was kinda weird! not at all like i thought it really was!
(83) Hurt yourself? Intentionally? no.
(84) Been out of the country? Yes
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? I dont think so.
(88) Been in love? nope.
(89) Done drugs? no
(90) Gone skinny dipping? nope
(91) Had a medical emergency? just apendix.
(92) Had a surgery? yes, to get my apendix out.
(93) Ran away from home? No.
(94) Played strip poker? No. played a very similar game tho, instead of poker, you have to try and throw a cork into a bowl like 15 metres away and not miss. lol! was very funny!
(95) Gotten beaten up? nope, quite close tho. lets not talk about that!
(96) Beaten someone up? nope.
(97) Been picked on? at school in france there was this total bitch who used to pick on me!
(98) Been on stage? Yes
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? nope.
(100) Slept outdoors? yep, in a forest, it was bloody freezing!!!
(101) Thought about suicide? I've thought before about what kind of a mental state people must be in to commit suicide! it really scares me!

(102) Pulled an all-nighter? yep
(103) If yes, what is your record? 30 hours. or there abouts.
(105) Talked on the phone all night? I think till about 4 in the morning once.
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first(moms and daddys don't count)? nope.
(107) Slept all day? yes.
(108) Killed someone? No. and if i had, i would not be writing it here!!

(109) Made out with a stranger? No
(110) Had sex with a stranger? No
(111) Thought you're going crazy? i am crazy!
(112) Kissed the same sex? nope.
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? Nope.
(114) Been betrayed? Yes.
(115) Had a dream that came true? not that i can think of unfortunately!
(117) Met a famous person? paul newman, liam neeson.
(120) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? No
(121) On purpose? ants.
(145) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? no.
(146) Stolen anything? just sweets off my bro. oh and a book from my mum.lol
(147) Been on radio/tv? nope.
(148) Been in a mosh-pit? nope.

(149) Had a nervous breakdown? nope, unless you count first year when i got so nervous about the summer tests i actualy started crying! lol!
(150) Considered religious vocation? nope.
(152) Bungee jumped? nope

(153) Had a dream that kept coming back? yes!

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CLOTHES
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(154) Shoe brand? i mainly wear my dubes, for runners i wear sketchers tho.
(155) Brand of clothing? i dunno, somewhere of good quality, and cheapish.
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work? My uniform
(158) How about parties? depends what kinda party it is!
(159) Wear hats? hardly.
(160) Judge other people by their clothing? No.
(161) Wear make-up? A bit sometimes, not really though.
(162) Favorite place to shop? i dont know.
(163) Favorite article of clothing? My jeans i wear all the tims, theyr so so comfy!
(164) Are you trendy? define trendy.
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? I do.

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BELIEFS
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(166) Believe in life on other planets? yes, theres defo something out there!
(167) Miracles? hmm, i dont know really. i suppose so.
(168) Astrology? horoscopes like? no way! except one time it was exactly accurate and that was weird!
(169) Magic? not really.
(170) God? Yeah.
(171) Satan? nope.
(172) Santa? nope.
(173) Ghosts? spirits and all that, yeah i do.
(174) Luck? Yes, definately!
(175) Love at first sight? yes.
(176) Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? yes!
(177) Witches? No. I was convinced of theie exsistence when i was 5 tho!
(178) Easter bunny? Nope
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? yes.
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? of course there is!
(181) Do you wish on stars? sometimes.

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DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
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(182) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? nope, it would be nice to think of heaven exsisting tho!
(183) Do you think God has a gender? I dont know.
(185) Do you believe in organized religion? I think people should be able to belive whatever they want, not be told what they should/should not believe!
(186) Where do you think we go when we die? i have no idea.

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AMIGOS
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(187) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? not that i know of.
(188) Who are your best friends? You know who you are.
(189) Who's the one person that knows most about you? Danio.
(190) What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? to not worry so much, and things would sort themselves out in the end.
(191) Your favorite inside joke? pope coming to ireland, john the baptist, they just crack me up!
(193) Who's your longest known friend? kiera in cork, we've been frends since we were 3 years old!

(194) Newest? A few.
(195) Your most comfortable around? some more than others, but im pretty much comfortable around everyone of my frends!
(196) Funniest? at the moment, danielle, cos il just crack up if i even look at you, everyone else is funny tho, in your own little ways!
(197) Sweetest? you all are of course!
(198) Best at sports? I dont know, aoifes pretty good at the old bleeping test!
(199) Weirdest? all of you!
(200) Smartest? I have seriously intelligent frends!
(201) Prettiest? Your all pretty!

(202) Friends you miss being close to the most? I dont know.
(203) Last person you talked to online? clau.
(204) Who do you talk to most online? clau/claire/danio/rill/ruth/deirdre.
(205) Who are you on the phone with most? danio.
(206) Who do you trust most? i trust most of you!
(207) Who listens to your problems? danio, sory bout that! must get annoying! Also clau on msn.
(208) Who do you fight most with? em, it depends. I try not to as much as i can!
(209) Who's the nicest:They’re all lovely! That’s why I’m friends with them!!! (210) Who's the most outgoing? all of you are outgoing. with me anyway.
(211)who's the best singer: I dont know, I havent heard many of you sing!
(212) Who's on your shit-list? none of my frends are!
(213) Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? nope.
(214) Who's your second family? Friends
(215) Do you always feel understood? No. sure i dont even understand myself!
(217) Do you trust others easily? not really, i dont think. it takes a while.
(220) Do your friends know you? most of you know me pretty well!
(221) Friend that lives farthest away: clau.
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LOVE, and all that
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(222) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? neither.
(225) Do you consider love a mistake? No
(226) What do you find romantic? just little gestures, nothing overboard!
(227) Turn-on? someone who is completely themselves! Who i can talk to easily, without caring about what i say, or being embarassed. someone good looking doesnt hurt either.
(228) Turn-off? arrogance!!
(229) First kiss? on holiday at the bottom of the garden, wen i was like 12! lol!
(231) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? so bad!
(232) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? Knowing them.
(233) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? It doesnt really bother me, i cant see myself ever getting the guts to ask a guy out anyway!
(235) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? personality is defo a very big factor!
(236) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? i dont know! Ask them!
(238) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? arrogance!!
(245) Do you read porn? nope
(246) Read the articles? nope
(247) Just the pics? nope.
(257) Are you in love?nope
(258) Do you consider your significant other hot?I dont have a sognificant other.
(264) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? just think hes hot and keep on walking.
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WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
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(280) You wanted to kill? lets not get into that!
(281) That you laughed at? danielle on the dart!
(282) That laughed at you? my bro for my amazing talent on the guitar!
(284) You went shopping with? my mum.
(285) That broke your heart? no one has.
(289) To brighten up your day? my mum.
(291) You saw a movie with? danio, rill, sarah, ruth, emma.
(292) You talked to on the phone? my hermano robro (quick call on the mob like.)

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RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
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(337) Are you going out?nope, and its a friday, im obviously very very sad!
(338) Will it be with your significant other? i just said i wasnt goin out, and i dont have a singnificant other!
(339) Or some random person? I’m not going out, for flip sake!!!
(340) What are you wearing right now? jeans, random top off my chair, random navy sweatshirt, and my dads old cashmere jumper with holes in the sleeves. I'm lukin seriously cool as you can imagine! lol.
(342) What are you worried about right now? my back, its aching, my eyes, theyr self closing!
(343) What book are you reading? the winter king, that ruthi lent me, its coolio!
(345) Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: happy its weekend, sore back.
(346) Are you bored? yes, i just want to finish this and go 2 bed!

(347) Are you tired? Yes
(348) Are you talking to anyone online?im not online rite now.
(349) Are you talking to anyone on the phone? nope.
(350) Are you lonely or content? Content enough. just tired.
(351) Are you listening to music? Nope.

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